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মনটা হারিয়ে গেছে

2 December, 2020 06:30:00 PM


মালবিকা
রায়চৌধুরী। কানাডা প্রবাসী শিক্ষিকা। লেখিকাবাচিক শিল্পী। রবীন্দ্রসংগীত ভিসুয়্যাল আর্টে পারদর্শী।

ভেবেছিলাম, আমার মনটা হারিয়ে গেছে!

অনেকদিন আগে যে মনটা ব্যথায় আর্তনাদ করে উঠতো,

চােখে জল ঝরে পড়তো টসটস করে,

সে মনটা কি করে হারিয়ে গেছে!

 

বেশ আছি এখন,

মনটা আর কেঁদে ওঠে না,

মনের দরজাগুলো বন্ধ হয়ে গেছে,

খােলে না আর কোন আঘাতেই।

 

শুধু যখন তোমার কথা ভাবি,

যখন মনে পড়ে এই মনটা একদিন পরীর মতো উড়ে বেড়াতো আকাশে ডানা মেলে,

তখন মনে হয়,

মনটা তো হারিয়ে যায়নি,

তোমার কাছে বাঁধা পড়ে আছে!

 

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