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6 January, 2020 05:25:00 AM

শুভা ব্যানার্জি


                সেই প্রথম রাত থেকে--
      একটা শূণ্য অ্যাশট্রে হয়ে পড়ে আছি !
ইচ্ছে করে আমার ভেতরটা কেউ ছাই দিয়ে ভরিয়ে দিক্।
            সিগারেটের গন্ধ আমি ভালবাসি,
          মনে হয় জ্বলে যাওয়া সিগারট আমিই।

         সে যখন রিং ক'রে ক'রে সিগার খেতো
  আমার আমি তখন রিং এর সাথে জানালার গরাদ
         দিয়ে বাইরে গিয়ে মুক্তির স্বাদ পেতো--
                বুক ভ'রে অক্সিজেন নিতো।

        পোড়া সিগারেটের টুকরো টা থেকে
         একটা লাশ পোড়ার গন্ধ বেরিয়েছে!
             অ্যাশপটে স্তুপীকৃত জমানো ছাই
             জানান দিচ্ছে তোমার অস্তিত্ব
                তুমি শেষ......তুমি না...ই.....।

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